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every once in a while I like to deviate from tv reviews

Tell me what you think of this poem

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Everything that happened today

Is a blur

My life has changed

Been rearranged

Before my eyes

I can’t tell the truth from lies

It all happened so fast

The speed of light

Then I closed my eyes

And now I’m here

Yes I’m here

Can’t tell night from day

Trying not to slip away

I’ve got this gut feeling

This instinct

Intuition I have to trust it

I see it again

It flashes before me

I try to remember

But I can’t

It’s not that I won’t

I am unable

I don’t know how

I have managed to stay stable

Feel like I’m going insane

Something’s not right in my brain

I don’t know what

But I can feel it

This feeling

You gotta believe it

Can barely move

Paralyzed

With fear

Building up deep inside

 Every second lasts forever

Feels like an eternity

Only been a couple of hours

So I’m to believe

I remember the things you take for granted

There the things I miss the most

The little things no one gives a damn about

So much pent up I want to shout

Shout, release all my anger

Release all my sadness

Release everything

From deep within

The small things

They can be big

In the scheme of things

They start to add up

Then one day you wake up

In a enormous mess

You could guess

I took some wrong twists and turns

Should of stayed on the road, my path so to speak

I think I’ve learned

Not to believe in destiny

The past doesn’t have to affect the future

That I am sure

Dealing with the pain I have to endure

I did it all myself

No one else is to blame

My actions my responsibilities

Put me to shame

Put me to shame

Can’t give blame

Only take it

I can’t get lost

Can’t go the wrong way

What happens if I do

I’ll have nothing left to say

No, nothing left to say

The truth will remain unknown

Quiet will not change

Nothing will be heard

Nothing will be said

This is all above my head

Keeping this bottled up

Is not easy

Nothing is destiny

Nothing is meant to be

You make life happen

It doesn’t happen to you

You know that is true