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I ball my fists up
Wishing it was quiet
I try to forget what you said
But I am in a rage
I hate you right now
This isn't fair
Why does this have to happen to me
Today changed my life
I fantasized about fleeing from here
Jumping on a plane
And getting away
I am stuck here
Feeling like a slave
To everyone in my sight
I am stuck in this comotose like state
And I can't get out.
I slither to you on command
With the wave of your hand you dismiss me
What have I done to deserve this
No one should have to hurt like this
If it were a dream
Just a momentary nightmare
That would be fine
But evidently it's not
I run to you
But fear you
It feels like a different time
Definitely not the 21st century
That sound buzzing in my ears
I feel my stomach growling
And can't remember the last time I ate
So I decide to sit down because I am dizzy
I hate this feeling
Like I am part here and part far away
Can barely understand anything
Not remotely alert
Feeling so tired
But cannot sleep
My head is glued to the pillow
My ears are ringing
I feel hot all over
Then cold and my teeth start chattering
Did you change the temperate just to mess with me
This is my hell
But I have a plan
To run away
And not get caught this time
You won't see me escape in the middle of the night
I know it's bad, but I just wrote it in like less than ten minutes and DIDN'T edit it.
This is AWESOME without any editing (: !
ReplyDeleteAlso, is there any way for people reading your website to mute that little ad at the bottom? Haha i usually read this site while listening to music and then I hear the ad with my music so i was just wondering.
Thankss(:
I removed the ad so that shouldn't be a problem and thanks, what do you think I should do to go more public and get more followers and pageviews.
ReplyDeleteWell, you probably shouldn't worry about followers because some people just don't want to set up a google account. Hmm... you could try advertising your blog on public websites like www.amirite.net (or .com not sure) and six billion secrets. Thank you so much for taking the add off haha(: and also I read your story idea, it sounds really interesting!! I'd totally read it.
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