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He is going insane. Not even the hot tub can relax him. His muscles are all tensed up and he feels like he was run over by a car. Every part of him feels broken and out of place. Then he goes inside and opens the door to his master bedroom. He flips on the lights to wake up his wife Lana. She opens her eyes hesitantly and asks "What time is it? Why are you waking me up so early" He says "I have something I need to say." But he tries to tell the truth and the words just won't come out of his mouth. She lies there waiting, impatient and cranky because she is not a morning person, and replies "You woke me up for no reason. If you want to have a serious discussion wait until the morning." She flicked off the lights and he crawled into bed and was relieved. He wasn't ready to tell her yet. He needed more time. So instead of sleeping, he came up with a way of breaking the news to her. But, with her temper he was as nervous as hell that the scenario playing in his mind was not what was going to happen. He thought that she would be okay with it somehow, maybe even like it. But he knew deep in his heart that was not true but he just couldn't realize it. That deep down feeling that something you do is about to bite you in the ass was in his throat like vomit, just waiting to come up and make it's appearance.