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nothing on tv 90210 was a rerun and so was gossip girl, not in a writing mood. Just realized that I didn't paragraph at all in my book. So I have 25 pages and no paragraphs lol hahahaha. Just worked out for an hour and then ate cheetos after haha. Kind of ironic huh? Curious as to what you are up to AND IF ANYONE IS READING THIS ANYMORE!!! Now I am putting up my poems as promised, listening to the singoff as I type. Tell me what you think.

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I don't know how to describe what I feel
It is unreal
This natural high
where i laugh and cry

i wish I could always feel this way
sitting on the beach watching the sunset I lay
The pink, orange, and red
I am taking a mental picture in my head

In this dream I travel everywhere
This moment I see you there
You are smiling bright
I hate to say goodnight

My head is spinning and my heart is pounding.
I will always remember these surroundings
When you left me today
I hang on to the last words I hear you say.

So, long I bid you farewell.
But I am still under your love spell
I shed many tears
Having so many fears

That I might not see tomorrow
Feeling so much regret and sorrow.
Now I'm saying goodbye
I take my last breath and slowly die.

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I'm on the run
It ain't for fun
Skipping town
Feeling so down

Escaping my life
It is about time
Just thinking about me for once

You always came first
Every second I've been alive
But that ear is no more.
You entrapped me with your promises
No of which you bothered to keep

Convinced me to stay with you this long
Now I see you were wrong
You have been all along
I won't miss you

Not one little bit
You destroyed and damaged me
Scaring and frightening me to death
I have many regrets

You bastard
How can you sleep at night
I can't anymore


I was in an angry and depressed mood when I wrote these, none of which have to do with me personally all made up emotions and feelings. In a huge writing slump tell me how bad these suck lol.

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Sin city
this is sin city
where do you think
its damn NYC

People on every street corner
Folks gettin mugged
This is big time
All the dangers and the crime

Rich and the poor are different civilizations
Aint got nothing to do with the other
The twin towers used to stand here tall
Before 9/11 made it fall

It is colder than Beverly Hills
Apartments cost an arm and a leg
But you'll never run out of things to do
Broadway shows, skating, modellling, shopping
everything is bigger in New York CIty

Living here in New York City
Living large, in charge, and pretty
You hate it and love it at the same time
Fun and scary

Exciting never boring
No where else is like it


Lol, I don't even live in New York haha was just bored in L.A.
Last thing is a song. If I can't be an author I would love to be a lyricist.

Nothing's Impossible

Gotta follow your dreams
I can do anything I put my mind to
Get up
Go get into the world

You can do it
Ain't nothin to it
Nothing's impossible

But, baby it aint no easy feat
Paint the picture
Score the goal
Light up the screen

Get up
Go get into the world
You can do it
Aint nothin, nothin, nothin to it

Can you see it now?
Your future is in your hands
Meet your own demands
Reach your own goals

Don't give up so easily
It can happen you'll see
Gotta brave the world
Don't be scared
Nothing's impossible

But baby it ain't no easy feat
Paint the picture
Score the goal
Light up the screen

You can do it
Ain't nothin to it

Follow your dreams
Listen to what your heart is telling you
Bring it all together
While you still can

Before time runs out
Go get into the world
Nothing's impossible

But baby it aint no easy feat
You can do it
Ain't nothin to it
Just don't give up

So get up
Go get into the world
Paint the picture
Score the goal
Light up the screen

Believe in yourself
Nothing's impossible
Nothing's impossible
Nothing's impossible