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Double Life Chapter 5

He takes a stroll down memory lane as he drives to see his other wife. He remembers all of his ten children being born. He goes back to his wives yelling and swearing through labor and he remembers seeing each of his children for the first time, as babies. He remembers his weddings and what both of his wives looked like walking down the isle. He remembers how he met both of them. He met his first wife Lana at a coffee shop six years ago. He was working there inbetween jobs, desperate for money. He remembers how different she was then. About eight months later, when he was engaged to Lana he met Tiffany and started to doubt whether or not he should get married. But then he realized he was totally in love with Tiffany, but never fell out of love with Lana. He was in love with two women and was about to get married. That was when he decided to have a double life. He pulls up to the driveway of his enormous house in Great Neck and slips inside without a peep. It is 3:27 AM and he goes out to the backyard, strips, and takes a dip in the 105 degrees fahrenheit hot tub. It is the only thing close to the feeling of having a cigarette. But it isn't the same. He thinks if he choses to stay with Tiffany in Great Neck he will have the hot tub and be able to quit smoking. But he then realizes it is ridiculous to make the most important decision of his life based on the fact that in one place there is a hot tub that would enable him to quit smoking. After all, that is what nicotine gum and the patch were invented for.


What do you think about me putting movies and book reviews online as well as reading my poems online. By online, I mean youtube.

SERIOUSLY, WANT TO QUIT!!